Well, I think I am officially going crazy. For a brief moment earlier today SAM had successfully grounded me but a few insightful revelations since have had me bouncing off the walls.

I need to spend a little time meditating and figuring stuff out.
I'll be back when I have....calmed.

"The world's on fire and
It's more than I can handle
I'll tap into the water
(I try to pull my ship)
I try to bring more
More than I can handle
(Bring it to the table)
Bring what I am able"
-Sarah McLachlan